Apparently my definition of friends varies greatly from others... I
just didn't realize how much til tonight. I expect my friends to be
upfront and honest. That when I tell them things that are personal then
they realize right away that this information is not to be shared. They
surely don't provide the information to people that I don't even know
that well. They are reliable and dependable. I want to know that I can
all you at anytime... Day or night and you'll be there to answer the
call. They make me a priority in their life because they are one in
mine. I can trust them entirely.
I misplaced my trust so
horribly and I just realized it. And now I can't help but to wander if
I've misplaced it in any other manner as well? I don't want someone
who's going to kiss my ass to my face and talk shit about me behind my
back. But I guess I shouldn't be surprised because i saw you doing that
with so many people. Actually I saw you do that with basically
everybody... How was I so blind?
People are what they make
themselves ... You aren't naturally evil and cold hearted. You allow
yourself to become that way. So you have no excuse to stab someone in
the back who actually for a while there was 100% standing beside you.
I'm done trying to find the good in people. It just brings hurt.
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