Sunday, June 2, 2013

Expectation of Friends-am I wrong?

Apparently my definition of friends varies greatly from others... I just didn't realize how much til tonight. I expect my friends to be upfront and honest. That when I tell them things that are personal then they realize right away that this information is not to be shared. They surely don't provide the information to people that I don't even know that well. They are reliable and dependable. I want to know that I can all you at anytime... Day or night and you'll be there to answer the call. They make me a priority in their life because they are one in mine. I can trust them entirely.



I misplaced my trust so horribly and I just realized it. And now I can't help but to wander if I've misplaced it in any other manner as well? I don't want someone who's going to kiss my ass to my face and talk shit about me behind my back. But I guess I shouldn't be surprised because i saw you doing that with so many people. Actually I saw you do that with basically everybody... How was I so blind?


People are what they make themselves ... You aren't naturally evil and cold hearted. You allow yourself to become that way. So you have no excuse to stab someone in the back who actually for a while there was 100% standing beside you.


I'm done trying to find the good in people. It just brings hurt.

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